I've been struggling quite a lot lately with my body.
In one hand, I'm quite proud of how long I've been without relapsing - on the other, it's getting hard.
I don't know. I guess I'll just stick to the plan - but it's kinda hard not being self-conscious around him... and specially when I'm alone.
I just really wish I was prettier or had a nicer body, that way I wouldn't be so insecure around him.
